when i was six years old...

If just one person believes in you, Deep enough, and strong enough, believes in you... Hard enough, and long enough, before you knew it, that someone else will think "If he can do it, I can do it." Making it: two whole people, who believe in you Deep enough, and strong enough, Believe in you. Hard enough and long enough There's bound to be some other person who Believes in making it a threesome, Making it three..... People you can say: believe in me..... And if three whole people, Why not -- four? And if four whole people, Why not--more, and more, and more.... And when all those people, Believe in you, Deep enough, and strong enough, Believe in you... Hard enough, and long enough It stands to reason that you yourself will Start to see what everybody sees in You... And maybe even you, Can believe in you... too!

Doing: what i've been doing for the past few days. Not looking forward: to vp ob on tuesday. Thankful: for my oral examiner partner M. who shares the same frequency with me, shares delightful stories of his relationship and experiences. simply being one whom i can whine to about marking coz he's in similar situation but from another school. who blames me for making him fat from all the yummy canteen burgers i've been encouraging him to eat and how he needs to work off those calories to fit into his suit for his december wedding. for making the 11 days bearable.

Accompanied by: Sara Bareilles

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity...Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be... But you're on to me and all over me...You loved me 'cause I'm fragile... When I thought that I was strong...But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone...I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground. But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go. The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down....something always brings me back to you.

Counting down: 160 scripts to go.

I need: a long break.

Listening: Rachael Yamagata

"The Reason Why"

I think about how it might have been
We'd spend our days travelin'
It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me
The way you wanted me

So, I will head out alone and hope for the best
And we can hang our heads down as we skip the goodbyes
You can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there

So, steal the show
And do your best to cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well and hope you find whatever you're looking for
The way I might've changed my mind
But you only showed me the door

So, I will head out alone and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back and say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I know the reason why